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Standing in a cold room licking stale chocolate syrup out of my palm and wondering if other people are as crazy as I feel.

I take medication to quiet her but she just won't shut the hell up.

It was 4:30am, and although I had been awake for a day and a half, I couldn't sleep because I was afraid of taking my drugs. Thought I'd end up sleeping until the next evening. But I can't sleep without them.

Did that strobe-light eye-fluttering seizure thing again all this morning as I tried to sleep. You're not supposed to be conscious during REM.

Just when one thing starts working, another falls apart. I'm a biological mechanic's wet dream.

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alexakaruda
Nov. 14th, 2004 08:43 pm (UTC)
Yeah. I do this weird thing where I'll wake up really, really early in the morning and I can't move or anything, but my eyes keep opening and shutting and it gives me these splitting headaches. It's awful and you can't make it stop. ::shudder::

-A
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